Alright so, I used to be a huuuuge pothead . My days revolved around , how am I gunna get money to buy weed , who am I gunna get it from , where and how am I gunna smoke it, blah blah blah . Then my dumb ass went and out smoked myself, resulting in a horrible weed trip . And ever since then , when I smoke weed its just horrible for me ! Like fml I miss just chillin smokin a joint and bein happy and funny as fuck . Now I'm the opposite , I start shaking and over thinking and getting depressed as fuck . Like I'm no emo bitch who hates her life but... Sometimes I even think about how much I wanna die when I'm high . I'm fucking pissed guys seriously . I go on here and read all your guys shit , and just wish I could be like that again . You guys are so lucky I wish I could enjoy being high again :( I just wanna smoke a blunt . So everytime your gettin high , remember how lucky you are . Cause sadly I'm not the only one who gets like this <\3



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Tue, 12/07/2010 - 10:16pm
kitty_cat Says:

you probably get panic attacks.
my boyfriend hasn't smoked in over a year because of them. and he smoked alllll day every day until then.

i even get occasionally panicky if i get too high these days.

we would recommend taking a long break, and then work yourself up to about a bowl at a time by starting with just a few flakes at a time..

good luck, i hope you get outta this easier than he is.

 
 
Tue, 12/07/2010 - 10:19pm

I been trying , its been over a year now , I think I'm a lost cause :'(

 
 
Tue, 12/07/2010 - 10:22pm

try taking a couple benedryl for your anxiety. I know it sounds strange but it does work. And just think happy thoughts. oh and dont do the benedryl thing a lot, only occasionally

 
 
Sat, 12/11/2010 - 10:59am

That happened to me last night, nothing was funny at all it was all scary and sad! And I was shaking like crazy. I'm afraid to try smoking again. But if I do I really hope I don't have another bad trip

 
 
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Tue, 12/28/2010 - 9:34pm
kitty_cat Says:

its been over a year for my bf.

i honestly recommend only to smoke if you don't feel nervous at all before. and even then, only smoke a little bit... like a couple flakes status
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